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I want to drown in my depression
Suffocate within my toxic thoughts
And collapse under the weight of my burdens
Medicate in the comfort of alcohol

Nobody sees me
Have I lost my identity
And I’m silently screaming
I don’t want you to hear me

I see a ghost of my former self
Lost in the deep end of her mind
In search of happiness that I can’t find
I thought that you loved me
It’s clear you don’t need me at all

I want to give you a false impression
Of how I’m dealing with the fallout from her
I will tell you that I’m feeling fine
I’ll hide the pain deep within my eyes
So you can’t see behind my lies

I’m doing everything I can to survive
There isn’t any part of me that wants to die
My brain has an evil way to amplify
The darkest parts of my mind

My thoughts are so loud when I sleep at night
Echoing the insecurities that I hide
I feel it quell beneath the silence of you and I
Have I lost control of my life

I want to drown in my depression
I’ll fall in love with my depression
I’ll fucking drown in my depression
I want to drown in my depression

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from Everything Must Go, released March 20, 2020

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