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The Lonely Fox In The Woods

by Alive Through Memories

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1.
I believe in something more It crawls in my skin, down to the core It calls to me, a beating heart Miles away, oceans apart Clouding up my atmosphere I cannot breathe without you here Won't you stay? Cosmic collisions afar They challenge us to think with our minds and our hearts I feel your pulse when your hand is in mine Slowing down my perception of time
2.
Youth 04:08
I can't relate to the words you say anymore And the stains that have dripped from your half-parted lips I've worn I used to find a comfort in your voice But I lost that warmth with your every single choice And you say, I'm not enough Your twisted tongue could commandeer my heart In our youth, we could fall apart in each other's arms But with age comes a wave of lies It's deadweight I'll carry on, for far to long And you say, I'm not enough So I'll call your bluff when I hear you say I love you Cause god I can't let you go You're still weighing down on me And your voice still, clings onto me In my nightmares and my dreams You're a liar, a deceiver You never loved me anyways Now I know that I can let go And I'll finally feel free Can't let you go You're still weighing down on me
3.
How can I ask for help When the moment I do it turns away? Careful stares from the ones I love isolate And how can I conversate When all I hear is the voice of my brain Drowning out everyone, who calls my name? It's so lonely When you can't relate to anyone or anything You told me that I should wait, cause all of this to go away You never said I would feel so alone in this bed Wondering where I went wrong Why I'm so broken and why I'm so flawed It's not that I've never felt this way before It's that I know how it feels and I can't imagine feeling okay again So I'm reaching out Desperately searching cause I need an out Can't you see I need you to hear me out Cause I'm fading out I need you to listen to me You told me that I should wait, for all of this to go away You never said that we would end up dead
4.
In My Mind 04:09
I've seen the best in a morning sky I've see the worst in a dark night Everything was beautiful Regardless of it's color It keeps living in my mind
5.
Serenity 05:28
When will I know to let go? I fell short I've got to be dreaming The pain feels worse Deceived by illusion Down, down, down Into my soul, I feel the Sound, sound, sound A little voice that screams I do not believe I can say that I do not know If I'll waste my years chasing the sun Youth won't stay fragile hearts will break When you're shot down again and again Recover from wounds to collapse in the end I've been here before Behind your locked doors A hundred good reasons to let it all go To run and retreat cause the bomb will explode A fatal attraction to the sound of artillery When will I know to let go?
6.
Catharsis 02:53

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Through the metaphor of a broken relationship, this record explores the idea of changing course ultimately for the better and celebrating the beauty that something once brought you happiness even if it's difficult to see in your current circumstance.

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released May 31, 2019

Music by Alex McGillivray & Kurt Moulison*
Lyrics by Alex McGillivray
Produced by Alex McGillivray & Kurt Moulison*
Engineered by Kurt Moulison*
Mixed & Mastered by Kurt Moulison*

Cosmic Collisions, Youth, & Serenity co-produced by Avery George

Cosmic Collisions, Youth, & Serenity co-written by Avery George & Max Hamilton

All In Time My Dear is written by Alex McGillivray, Kurt Moulison, Robert Ouellette, Michael Quinlan, Matthew Quinlan, Joe Berardino & James Bulmer

In My Mind & Catharsis co-written and arranged by Ryan Jordan

In My Mind & Catharsis engineered, mixed, & mastered by Will Holland

Tracks 1,2,3,5 recorded at 4Ground Studios
Tracks 4,6 recorded at Chillhouse Studios

Album Art by Alex McGillivray

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