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Heart Mind Body & Soul

by Alive Through Memories

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Rebirth 01:37
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What if I let you in lock and key original sin? Even when you pull the pin and everyone dies then who wins? Hiding in the shadows if your cowardice Your honesty, honestly, is a scarlet letter Break your silence and face your shame You can't get out of your own way There's serendipity, in everything you did to me Could you even feel your lie bottled it up and buried inside? Did you ever wonder why you did so little as your best friend died? Covering your selfishness in playful bliss Was she worth losing me do you feel better? Maybe she's meant to kill anything That stands to get in her way You were just another pawn to be used for her own gain Your silence could fill a room And everyone knows it except for you
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Will I ever be strong enough to beat the pressure Of everyday life? How do I know if I'm living it right? Paralyzed in the depths of my own apprehension Craving a sense of home at my core and down to the bone Does it ever get better? Constantly evading pain, dodge it like bullets but it's all in vain I'm so scared to be on my own How can I walk away? Its all chaos inside of my brain Trying to be someone that everyone thinks I am I just want to be okay and live my life The pain that I feel that I try to conceal it keeps my up at night Anxiety, stay away from me I am a work in progress trying not to fall apart I want to stay locked in my room, forever and ever Like a ghost in the night, disappear from everyone's life Cause I'm happiest when I'm alone but I want to get better Why can't I feel the same? It's like everyone is happy but me And it cuts like daggers Lost control of my mental health, trapped in my head as I wait for help Writing out the words for validation Chasing and endless wealth, I don't recognize myself Trying to piece together a life that feels whole Stay away anxiety
4.
New Again 04:03
feel new again Thanks to all my friends As they sat with me in the depths of my depression Cause when I see her ghost It's what hurts me most But it's comforting to know I had a home And that I wasn't alone Cross my heart, hope to die I see a little hope within those eyes Rest in me, stay and see I have a little faith that you'll find peace One day all my reasons and demons will leave me alone You gave me hope when I needed it most At work again Still trying to mend I couldn't let them see that I couldn't hold it together And then my brother said Your pain will end And I'll stay with you until you feel better Because you'll get better Just hold on.....
5.
Apology 03:28
I'm sorry that I hurt you You didn't deserve it I want to be honest, I knew it wouldn't last I saw how much you loved me And though I loved how you made me feel I couldn't reciprocate it I felt guilty, so I tried to love you The same way I knew you loved me too But I finally realized, I just didn't feel it So I didn't cut the cord Until I couldn't stand it anymore I knew the only way for both of us to be ourselves was to hurt you At your core Tear your soul out of your bones I hate it that it had to be me Despite me needing to leave, I considered being unhappy Cause I wanted to spare your heart from the damage that I would cause Even though I know you hate me I still want you to be happy You deserve someone who loves you as much as you love them
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Soul 04:49
I think I love you Even though I’m not supposed to Am I betraying a friend? Just to mend this empty space in my heart I feel the weight of the pressure As I contemplate the sin We don’t live forever One day our dads will bring us home This time it shows You’re all I know My heart can take anything that you say to it I want to see the world thats inside your head My heart can take anything that you say to it You are anything but usual, so beautiful And are you afraid, of being alone? I can be your home Cause I’ve felt your soul I know we’re friends I’ll fuck that up with my pen (A stupid kid with a heart) Cursed with being alone In my head, as you healed my shattered bones (Your voice can heal every scar) Safe inside the shelter That you created for me (Can I stay here?) And in the darkest of places You gave me a space where I could grow (From the past that haunts our memories) Will you give me a chance To fall in love Heart, mind, body, and soul Let me give you a chance To fall in love

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released March 18, 2022

Produced by: Alex McGillivray & Ryan Jordan
Written by: Alex McGillivray & Ryan Jordan
Lyrics by: Alex McGillivray
Engineered, Mixed, & Mastered by: Will Holland at Chillhouse Studios

Performing Credits:
Alex McGillivray - Vocals & Drums Tracks 2-6
Ryan Jordan - Piano, Keyboard, Vocoder, Synths Tracks 1-6, Guitar Tracks 3,6, Bass Track 4 & 6
Matt Guilherme- Additional Vocals Track 2, Guitar Tracks 2,4
Alexandra Najjar - Additional Vocals Track 3
Taylor Allen - Saxophone Track 6

Album Art by: Alex McGillivray

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